bismillahirrahmanirrahim..almdulillahi rabbil alamin, wassholatu wassalamu 'ala rosulillahi shollallahu 'alaihi wasallam, wa'ala alihi wa ashabihi, wa azwajihi radhiallahu 'anhum. wa ba'd.
fi yaum el-gumah el-syarifah, galastu fi ba'di ihda saqqah ashabi, wa humulladzi at-thullaab fi jamiah el-azhar as-syarefmin jazerah el-jawa. khiwaly usbu'ain al-madzy, wasoltu fi hadza al-makan al-kareem wal mubarok 'an mas'alati al-islamiyyin al-jawiyyin al-indunisiyyin, 'an en-nikah ba'dy ashaby min solo, ismuhu haryono. shollaitu et-tasbih, hajat, wa ba'dhi el-mudazakaroot. ba'da an uhtima kulli el-af'aliyaat, hadhirtu fi makaan ashaby min tasarrafihim. wa yaksudu 'ala el-ijroat el-jawaazat el-jadidah fi safarah, wa yandhur 'ala al-mumkenat 'an muusim el-hajj. wa uridu hadza kulluhum.
wa fi wakt el-akhor, misl al-'ady, sharraftu 'ala ihda an-nisa fi indonesia, ismuha ratri wulan rahmanti, ana uhibbuha jiddan jiddan, wa yadkh 'ala kulli el-manami wa el-ahlami. ratri wulan hiya ihdza ashabati min madrasah el-aliyah. ana uhibbuha aksar min zaman, walakin yakfi 'alaiyya li-ssukut 'anha. wa el-hubb hatta el-ann!.
ba'da dakhala yahoo meesenger, fi yaum el-khamis. hiya yad'u 'alaiya 'ala kulli el-af'aliyyat. wa kadzalika ana! yakulu ana 'alaiha, irsal lii ba'dhi taswhiraat 'an-ki ya dinda ya habibty, knda uridu yandhur 'ala el-wajhika el-jameelah, wa knda wahestany 'alaiki. irsal lii al-ann, ana yakulu kadzalik. wa rasalti 'alaiya misl-el-hadaf. syukron ya habibty.
wa el-hadzara el-musykillah fi wajha. yakulu 'alaiha, hal fi ayyi el-musykillah 'andak ya habibty?, wahiya takul, ana la tastati' li el-musyarikah hadza el-qissoh. ana uridu dzalik ya habibty, wa hiya yakul, na'am..ba'da el-maghrib, ana takul kulluhum 'alaika.
tawadha'tu, wa sholli el-dhuhur, wa uridu dzikr al-'ady 'andy. 'andy shual ya Rabb, uridu an u'rifa 'ala ba'dhi el-mas'alah fi wajhi, wa uridu el-jawab 'an dzalik. wa fahimtu!
kana fi thariqotain 'an hubbina ya dinda ya habibty. ana fi elthoriq wahid, wa inti fi thoriqoh el-wahidah el-akhor. wa ana musy fahim 'an hadza! wa el-shobr 'ala el-qisshotiha.
na'am..hadza shahih. hadza rajih, wa hadza waadih. kaifa astati'u li el-qobul 'ala qisshotiha?? kaifa yumkin li el-qobul 'alaiha?? wa kaifa yumkiiiin?? ya Allah, sa'idni, sa'idni ya Rabb!!
[bersambung ke hadzihi el-qissoh part 2]
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